Fed up, so I am giving up on being "Sick"...and saying a final farewell to my accident!

Right,

I have just come back from a week at home in Cornwall, spending time with my dad, sister and nephew. Being near the sea has done me the world of good, it has revitalised me, cleared me head and the Cornish winds have blown away the girl I used to be. I feel like I can breath again and feel now I can get my life sorted...and I will. As I want to be able to stay where I am, be with the friends I want to be around with, and finally re-start my life that temporarily stopped on the 15th February. So I need to say goodbye and put my accident behind me, even though I may not be fully recovered, I can't go on like this for much longer. It's a new week, a new day, and a totally new ME!!!!

So I have a list as long as my arm to do today, even though I feel like total crap as I have got a cold and just feel rough. Yet, things need to be done and can't wait until I am not ill. So, I need to look for jobs and jobs that I know I can do at the moment. So not too energetic or anything to do with food, that's for sure. Thing's are happening at the moment, and I will need to find somewhere else to live, and being on benefits, I don't think it will allow me to stay here. And I want to, I really do, even though I wasn't sure before I went to Cornwall last week. So I need to get a shimmy on and get back to being me! I WILL find a new job that I can comfortably do that wont affect my health or cause further injuries! I WILL find somewhere else to live when the time comes, as by then, I will have a job and be settled and comfortable. 

I WILL sort my self out and I WILL sort out my life....This is something I need to do, I need to put the accident behind me and get on with being me again. It's been nearly 3 months, and that's 3 month's out my life that I have lost, and that is too long.

So it's mission on for me.....Let's get going! :o)