Well, the title of this post is the main reason why I am even writing this blog and why I am creating this blog. The line "How did I end up in accident emergency" is from the song 'A&E' by the band Goldfrapp. I found this song by chance as I was watching a television program and a tiny part of the song was played. So I did a google search on the lyrics I had heard as I didn't know the song or recognise the band. Once I found out what band it was and what it was called I went onto iTunes and downloaded the song, and then spent the whole weekend (13th/14th March 2010) listening to it. For some reason I couldn't stop listening to it, as something about it called out to me and I was mesmerized by the music and lyrics. If you haven't heard it before, this will link you to the official video on youtube.
This song is now very important to me and rings truth to my life as to what happened to me and now strangely manages to comfort me, and I can find solace and salvation every time I listen to it. It still hits me that I strangely managed to see what was going to happen to me after the weekend, almost like a premonition that I never spotted. Although even if I did notice it, I doubt I could have done anything about it. As we all know, if something is going to happen, it will eventually happen, no matter how much we try to stop it or get around it.
So, this only really introduces why I even decided to call my blog 'How did I end up in accident emergency'. The following posts will explain what happened to me and how my life was drastically changed in a matter of seconds, and subsequently why this song is so important to me. By writing this blog I hope to help people in similar situations, giving advise and help that I found to be useful and how I got through my recovery. If I manage to help or even comfort just one person, then writing this blog will be worth it! I told one of my oldest and best friends I was going to do this and she just replied and said "arrr, see you go working for the good of mankind again". So yes, I hope this will be an inspiring read to someone, if not, I know it will help me to comes to terms with what happened to me and how I can make the most of this traumatic experience. As my horoscope said shortly after my accident happened "Destruction gives opportunity for brand new growth and advancement. Recall the phoenix who rises up from the ashes, and embody the spirit that makes the phoenix so powerful against all odds". This is one of those times when your horoscope is scarily very accurate!!!
Happy reading :o)
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